Ufda, Temptation!

Man, I’m telling you, that first full week back from vacation is tough! The last few hours of the workday on Friday, in which I’m currently mired, are the hardest. My brain seriously wants to shift back to holiday-mode. There’s this weird tension between it wanting to shut down altogether and wanting to be all contemplative and deep about topics wholly unrelated to the job I’m supposed to be doing.

I had a really satisfying text conversation during my lunch break that covered some weighty thoughts on gender. Might turn that into a post one day. But that open exploration of a topic near my heart was gateway drug to afternoon distraction, because now my brain is saying that it’s play time, not work time. My mind is busy flitting from topic to topic and outlining stories I want to write, leaving little energy for such trivialities as executive duties and contract interpretation.

On top of tempting intellectual puzzles, there is the fact that it’s August 2nd and only in the mid-70s outside. Even though it’s overcast, the gorgeous temps are calling for me to go sit outside somewhere green and read a book or just listen to the birds and the breeze in the trees. I wouldn’t even mind if it rained a little. I just don’t want to be sitting in an office behind a desk dealing with dreary legalities.

But I’m not giving in. I’m going to be a good corporate attorney and boss, set an example of discipline, and buckle down. There’s a contract to review, a policy exception to deal with, and a conference call next week to prepare for. I can do these things. I will do these things today. I will give them my best effort. And then I will leave, enjoy my weekend, and give no further thought to job and office until Monday morning.

This is me being a professional adult and setting goals and boundaries. See? I can be both a badass boss and a person with a life, all at once. I’m gonna prove it to myself.

Operation : When in Doubt, Write it Out – in full swing and working it’s magic.

1 comment so far

  1. Widdershins on

    ‘Bad-Ass’ is now your middle name!!! 😀


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